For so many New Years is a hope of what the future holds. In our home, New Years is always a reminder of the past and how much we have lost. It is still unreal to me that we are living a life that James will never be a part of again. Seeing his kids grow up, meeting his grandson, growing old with me. There are so many layers to grief and it seems like we are constantly peeling a new one back. He’s always with us and always on our minds, my life will always have 2 chapters –Before 12/31/20 & After 1/1/21.

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